ChronOManceR13

5:30, my phone alarm goes off on my nightstand. Detroit rock city is blaring out of my phone's tiny speaker as I utter a gruff "goddamnit" in my morning voice. I drag myself with one arm over to the edge of the bed and pick up the phone only to fall off the bed when I raise my arm. "Fuuuuuuck, it's too early; but early as it was I still had to get my shit together for another school-day. I slowly rose off the floor and turned on the lights, twenty minutes later I'm hopping down the hall putting a sock on. Breakfast is usually toaster stroodle or nothing so you can only assume what I had. My 3DS got no charge last night so I had another countr

Alright, I've been off far too long now. Call me head procrastinator if you wish, but alot has been going on. For one my precious girlfriend is in the hospital with a blood disease. Also, trying to improve my grades and honestly if I couldn't juggle updating DA and my life now what makes me think I can do it now but I'll give it a go none the less. The real kicker is that my GF might have been out of the hospital already but there's a possibility that a sickness I had maybe weeks in advance got to her and made it worse. I feel like a pretty shitty boyfriend if that's the case, well hopefully you'll all be seeing more from me.. later, peace ou

2-1-14 I haven't written in my journal due to a lack of sleep; and when I do get sleep a lack of dreams. Today was different then the usual mental torment I experience when I close my eyes. Today I woke up into a nightmare. I hear voices peeking over my shoulder whispering in my ear to tell me things that aren't true but I believe them anyway. I refuse to give in, but they make my eyes feel like only windows and my entire existence questionable. I don't even want to try and run anymore; but if I stop now the beast will get me and then what will I become. This unknown force stalking me in my own mind even while I'm awake. I won't lie, I'm ter